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I just can't seem to shake the sadness I've been feeling the past little while.  It's okay when I don't let certain stuff get to me, but lately I can't stop thinking about what went down over the last year, and now I'm worried that I'll never get another chance to do what I love.  I won't go into an extreme amount of detail, but during the summer I worked for a studio, and while I was working there I got an offer to go to another studio, right around the same time I found out I was pregnant. When I went to the new studio I told them I was pregnant right from the beginning and immediately I was met with hostility and rudeness and eventually I was fired.  Now before anyone says "Why didn't you fight it" let me point out that I was fired before my probationary period was up, so legally there's nothing I could have done.  Ever since that occurred I can't help but get down on myself, no matter how much support and DA love is out there for me.  I'm scared that I'll never amount to anything and I just can't seem to work past it, and being on maternity leave doesn't help much, cause I just feel like a loser cause I don't have a job, even though I'm taking care of my baby. I'm starting to wonder if this is the right career path for me, and, even after spending a ton of money and time in school I'm wondering if I should just go back and study something where I don't have to be creative and give up my dream.
  • Mood: Defeated
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:iconred-nouveau:
You have tons and tons and TONS of talent and people who put you and your work down because of having a baby isn't fair at all. Don't let horrible people control your life, maternity leave is only temporary and i'm sure you'll get another job! It sucks being unemployed and many people go through the same sort of feelings of rejection and it's okay to feel that way, just keep doing what you love and you will be back on track to acheiving your dream :D
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~flashparade Feb 26, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
:hug: thank you so much for the encouragement!
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:iconcherille:
Hmm... I can't find any better advice to give than what has already been given... You'll make it! And dreams are meant to be turned into real... :hug:
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:iconflashparade:
~flashparade Feb 23, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
:) and hopefully I'll be able to make mine real!
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:iconcherille:
I'm sure you will! :hug:
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:iconacday1001:
DON'T GIVE UP! Seriously, don't give up or u'll never be happy. Right now i manage the front desk at a holiday inn. there is absolutley no creativity there, in fact i have to wear a dorky burger-king-ish tie. everyday i'm building my portfolio to get out, because i'm not alive if i'm not doing art, i'm not happy, i'm not where i need to be. those people were asses, there are loads of asses out there, don't let them get to you. for every 1 person who tries to break you there will be 10 to build you up. listen to the builders, because if the breakers get to you they win. and they can't win, they're asses. :D do what you love. u'll be back in the saddle in no time, once the new little one is set, u'll be back in action, i just know it :D
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~flashparade Feb 22, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
I'm definitely not going to give up, cause I agree, I'm not alive if I'm not doing art. I'm glad you're doing what you love despite your job. Before I went on maternity I was working at Claire's so I hear you there.
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:iconspeckled-paws:
Oh and don't wave that surrender flag. Don't give up.
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:iconflashparade:
~flashparade Feb 22, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
aight, so surrender flag
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:iconspeckled-paws:
Yay! keep your head up.
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